my reflection of blogging

when i first heard of blogging, the first thing that came to mind was people pouring their feelings to others in a big group. but blogging has changed my perspective. its like a big diary but you just display your public opinions on asubject that was given and then you put other subjects of your own too. blogging for me has been a good experience. other people have opinions and they like to share it. sharing my thoughts has opened up a new change in myself

speachless at times

soometimes when i read articles about some things that are being blown out of porpotion, i just sit there and close that page out. people at times seem to overthink ceratin subjects when its not that serious. the chewing of the coca leaves is something for some people that goes back to tradition. even though, it may contain some trace of a narcotic and it is proven that people will not obtain a high, why are politicians making a big deal out of it still? to me, the world is a place that sometimes needs to grow up

chris and rihanna

for the chris brown and rihanna case, everyone needs to open their eyes and realize that everyday, every hour, minute and second, some man is beating on the one they love, a woman. it just oh so happens that breezy and rihanna is famous and got shown all over the world. what about those women who arent famous and wants their story to be told to the world to help the next woman to help herself get out of the situation she is in. i think people need to get over themselves and do something to help instead of gossiping. im the type of person who has the mentality that if u hit me im gonna get your ass back 10x worse than what you did to me. no matter what size you are, if you are a woman and your man hits you, FUCK HIM UP.dont say that he wont do it again, cuz he will and you know it. when you know that you deserve better, then you stride to get better. NOBODY deserves to be beat by the one they love.

a little plastic thing called barbie

in todays society, barbie is not just a play thing from the past and in th future. she is this little plastic idol that some little girls today look up to. when i was growing up, barbie for me was a plaything who was really pretty and had nice hair, cool clothes, and really cool accessories. and she was also a collectible for me. i liked barbie soooo much, whenever i got a special edition barbie, i put her up hoping that years later, she would be worth something. but all of that has changed during these years. watching some of these girls turn into little plastic playthings like barbie changes the way i think about todays images of who barbie is, was, and what she will be in the future

capital punishment and why i dont care

to tell you the god honest truth, i think people think too damn hard. come on, they are just now saying that it cost too much to put inmates to death?? because of the economy?? why didnt they think of this before the recession. i think its smart but also dumb of some people.

euthanasia

the article that i read kind of made me think a little bit more about suicide. people will always have their own opinions about assisted suicides, me i think that there are different ways to go about easing the pain. assisted suicides is the persons choice and for he doctor to assist, then they are wrong for doin so. they should help that person relieve their pain not help kill themselves. if thats the case then the person should just go and kill themselves by themselves. im not trying to offend anyone. but if u see a person who is depressed and in pain do you see all of them getting assisted suicide? no, because they go get help.

where am i going?

im going to a place where i can actually relax and not stress myself about anything. not be scared of who i am and i want to become.

expressing urself

sometimes being the oldest gets old but its fun. me and my sister were supposed to helping each other clean the dining room up. instead she wants to watch t.v.(which isnt going to help her at all) and read her book. it may seem like im complaining but i have a point. if we are working TOGETHER then we meet each other half way. and its like that all the time. i just sometimes i was heard and listened to

my weekend

i had the best weekend ever. its been a very long time since i have went to a party. it was on saturday and i had went with my 2 cousins and my brother. since it was across the street from the school, we walked to my house. its not that far.

new favorite movie

so, on friday night i watched this movie called Lucky Number Slevin, w/ josh hartnett, lucy lui, morgan freeman, bruce willis and others. i would to say this is my new favorite movie. its main character is josh hartnett who plays a very convincing undercover hitman

^_^

so yesterday, i had the best day ever. for me having a good day doesnt come too often. lately i havent had the confidence i need to get through the day. sometimes i dont even want to turn over and geet up and come to school much less go to work. but i was just glad that i had a good. and today also seems like a good day too. ^_^

news today

the news today is like a circus. its all over the place. when you turn on the tv today all you hear about is rhianna and chris brown, barack obama and the recession, how to keep your home, and all other things. sometimes, i think some people should keep their opinions to themselves. news is about telling people whats going on that is actually important, not about what ur opinion is. at the end of the day, your opinion wont matter. the facts will.

the oscars

one night where all the stars are expected to come and dress up and look purty for the cameras. i like to watch because honestly, i think some people look ridiculous and some dont. i didnt watch it but i did catch the end. i mean the oscars is for bragging rights to me. and its overrated

my birthday and why it means alot to me

today is my 18th birthday and it means more to me than anything else right now. not just because its my birthday, its because im not another statistic in rochester who got pregnant under the age of 18, who wasnt killed because of something that was stupid. im a stastic to being who i am and reaching my goals. today just signafies me making it one more year in a statistic city.

what it means to me

as you go on in life you learn new things, meet new people, and become exposed to new experiences. but growing up is one of the experiences people continue to try to get a good grasp on. a part of growin up is also to find yourself. some people do and others don't. to me growing is about makin my mom proud of my accomplishments, prove to myself that i can do it, and prove to those that it wasnt about you. the real things matter to me. not worrying about who wore what to the gammy's, who got arrested, and other unmaterialistic things. but in the end, i know what really does matter to me. and that is me.